tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30174749439884789702024-02-21T13:00:12.650-05:00The Nik StateNikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.comBlogger70125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-40936035453023023092015-01-29T03:54:00.002-05:002015-01-29T03:54:38.980-05:00Saving Grace [Poem]Three year break will be officially over soon! Not now cause it's late and I'm sleepy but stay tuned :]
In the meantime I'll leave you with this poem :]
Saying goodbye is never easyso they told me. But no oneever said I'd have to look in this mirror...and say goodbye to myself. She speaks to me from the otherside but dare I answer her?Answer my past self...The part of me that is Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-11465549449532178332012-07-12T23:57:00.000-04:002012-07-12T23:57:07.499-04:00Updates!!Hello Everyone ^__________^
Updates!!!
Still working on getting my new laptop. New laptop means more time for me to write fun stuff for you all. Yay!
I'm working as a nanny now so look out for some funny stories about the kids I work with. They are TOO funny.
I hope to have some new blogs up soon :] One for my simming stuff and another for my book, Invisible War.
I think that is all so stayNikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-87328715426520511642012-07-10T15:00:00.000-04:002012-07-12T23:45:53.138-04:00Great Expectations [Poem]Love is a secret
no one ever spoke of,
but somehow it's inside
out hearts.
It fuels our motives,
makes us do the most
outrageous of things.
Makes us kill a stranger
in the dead of night.
Makes us forget
where we came from,
make us pretend
to be people we aren't.
But knowing this all
we still give our hearts
away, let our bodies
be used and out minds
tainted. Not once do
we ask for the secret toNikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-54188492276181146172012-07-06T13:00:00.000-04:002012-07-06T13:00:07.664-04:00Here I Am [Poem]Here we are...
trying to figure
out why love is such
a joke. I thought I
knew once, but you made
everything change.
You loved me
so much I thought
I'd die from your hearts
tight hold on me.
My body is bare with guilt,
knowing I am not
your savoir.
Some say true love
is a blessing, but for us
it's a curse. I've never
felt anything that hurts
this much. I'd climb all
the stars and bring you the Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-90327567874184421912012-07-03T11:00:00.000-04:002012-07-12T23:48:31.347-04:00Phenomenon [Poem]Sunlight dances across
the horizon, morning
chases away the night.
But the memories of
you, are ever fresh on
my mind. The scent
of your goodbye
breaks through the
solace of your hello.
I miss everything about
you, but that will
never be enough. These
tears cleanse my heart
of its selfishness. You
were never truly mine to have.
You belonged to the stars
and I forgot Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-81581652946995712692012-03-19T22:32:00.002-04:002012-03-19T22:32:46.257-04:00Depression SucksDepression sucks...that's about all I can really say. I don't write like I use too. Don't paint, haven't played my guitar in ages. My life is pretty much void of anything that really matters -___- Hopefully I will get back in the swing of things and get back to all of you...if you're still reading. -Nik L. B.Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-60932804731666060492011-12-10T18:30:00.001-05:002011-12-11T04:24:34.475-05:00Drowning To Be Loved [Poem]You are everything to me,
words I recite too
often. What do they
mean really? Are you
the wrinkles in my
sheets after a sleepless
night? Are you the heat
from the sun that teases
me on the beach? Are
you my laugh, my
tears, my blood, my
sweat? Better Question--
How could you not be everything?
You're a million years away
but you're still in my thoughts
every second of the present.
A fairy tale Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-82628635143916081562011-12-10T10:20:00.000-05:002011-12-10T10:20:00.409-05:00These Words [Poem]I want these words
to wash across me
like cold beads of water
wipe away the horror
of another night spent
alone.
I want these words
to mean something,
like the lingering
beauty of the sun
when it has bide its
goodbye to the sky.
I once wrote of you
but now I can't seem
to remember why...
Why you slept in my hearts
chambers, breathing to
the loud thumping of
my core. I can't write
down these Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-17960517806055464742011-09-25T17:26:00.000-04:002011-09-25T17:26:47.938-04:00DepressedI haven't been writing much due to depression. I hope to have some new material for you all soon. Please keep reading and helping me with my dream. If any one needs to reach me or just needs a friend to talk to I have a new email. It's niksaysrawr02@gmail.com. Also I might be making a different blog for the book I've been working on called Blue Eyes. Stay tuned :] *hugs*
-Nik L. B.Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-30592122266410677752011-08-19T07:00:00.001-04:002011-08-19T07:00:08.681-04:00Waking Up In Silver
Knowing how lust
and love differ has
somehow planted it's
way into my brain.
It lives now...as all
thoughts do. Darkness
so thick, too heavy
to just push away
from view.
I gave you all
of me and I expected
the same from you...
a mistake of my own
heart.
I never knew you
were a dark cloud
inside my heart until
the day after the tiger
inside of me calmed down to
a gentle sea breeze...
You Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-77482405594159216942011-08-18T06:30:00.000-04:002011-08-18T06:30:00.519-04:00My Hero [Poem]I wrote this for someone very dear to my heart that was sadly taken from me. RIP angel...they'll never be another like you.
Childhood--
She knew no meaning
of the word, she came
into this world as a
woman. A dark cloud
forever blocking her
blue skyline...
I dare that darkness
to touch the beauty of
her dream like eyes
Agony so thick that
the air is suffocating...
Heavy with sorrow her
soul Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-27208816471987616482011-08-17T18:40:00.001-04:002011-08-17T18:45:30.275-04:00I'M BACK!!!I haven't been writing very much but I have returned :] Hope you are all still out there reading lol :]
I'll be back soon with some new stuff for all you lovely people to read.
I just got a Skype if anyone would like to add me. All I ask is that you tell me who you are when you add me lol
it's "nerdynik" Because you all know...I'm a nerd and my name is Nik :]
Later lovelys
-Nik L. B.Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-69050789853569723992011-06-12T05:09:00.002-04:002011-06-12T05:09:38.218-04:00NEW STUFF COMING SOON!!Hello!! :]
I've had writer's block for like ever, this is why I haven't been posting like I normally do. I will try my hardest to get some ne stuff to you lovely people. I've been looking for new talent to post as well. So if anyone has some awesome talent or knows someone with awesome talent please and I do mean please contact me. I will post my contact info at the end of this message. Please Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-69700496994008135712011-06-01T22:00:00.000-04:002011-06-01T22:00:01.288-04:00Black. Blue. White. [Poem]How did I get here?
My lungs collapsed with
blood, my stomach full
of teeth, my face imprinted
with scars. You hit me--
Punches fly faster than
jet planes across a
bomb stricken sky.
This floor becomes
my safe haven, these arms
[my arms] will protect me
...for now.
Black.
How did I get here?
My breath asphyxiated
as life personifies a dream,
the pain swims through
my vein making these
bruises Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-26311686986948005122011-06-01T18:35:00.002-04:002011-06-01T18:35:32.312-04:00Remember To Feel It [Poem]Words stronger than marble,
I'll write them in the sky
for the world to see, for
the world to know.
Je t'aime pour toujours
My mind can't even speak it's
native tongue. You've
bewitched me, made me
an alien in my skin. I don't
want to belong anywhere
that doesn't belong to you.
For the first time, the only time
I felt something other than
this heart of mine, beating
endlessly in my chest. I Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-19588286786957405742011-05-24T18:00:00.001-04:002011-06-01T18:22:58.998-04:00Tales of the Night [Poem]So much blood--
So much of my own blood,
covering what use to be
a floor. Arms weak, nerves
decaying, legs twisted.
I should have trusted my
gut feeling, now I can't even
feel my gut.
An ambiguous noise stabs through
the silence. Laughter?
No. Crying? Screaming?
Someone is screaming...
wait... I am screaming!
Panic snakes its way into my
thoughts, making me weary of my
state of mind. Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-89045202842513253592011-05-24T17:22:00.002-04:002011-05-24T17:22:08.891-04:00Dysfuctional [Poem]Someone once spoke of love
as if it were a fairy tale not
an emotion. Boy meets girl and
the world is their's for the taking.
Beautiful--
So you would think, except beauty is
the cover for all of our
dark misshapen lies.
Your kisses leave me paralyzed
void of past, present and future,
there is no such thing as
tomorrow, there is only
you. Your eyes pierce through
me like sharp carving utensilsNikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-82062768192795439912011-05-17T09:26:00.000-04:002011-05-17T09:26:54.615-04:00Something Strange With Dave (Short Scene) Characters
Tiffany
Jamie
*Tiffany is at her house sitting on the sofa reading when Jamie comes in and starts talking.*
Jamie: I can’t believe this
Tiffany: *jumps* yea me either
Jamie: *pacing* How did this happen?
Tiffany: Yea…how did this happen?
*long silence*
Tiffany: No really how did you get in here?
Jamie: *jingles keys*
Tiffany: *feels pockets* you stole my keys!
Jamie: Just to make a Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-78288023374258557022011-05-14T15:00:00.001-04:002011-05-14T15:00:02.669-04:00Poetry Spotlight: Danny Pt. TwoMemoir Of A Wilting Flower
A fragile being strives to never fray
against those that prey upon the frail
to survive, where cold palms lay
Howls of blood lust from both sides at play
out-sing a mouth with no voice to wail
a fragile being strives to never fray
Rigged fingers direct bullets without delay
as silent prayers carried to the heavens prevail
to survive, where cold palms lay
Sky falls Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-44050366455771979862011-05-14T12:00:00.002-04:002011-05-14T12:00:00.441-04:00Poetry Spotlight: DannyToday I have a very special person with me today. My very best friend in the entire universe of best friends :] Danny. Here's what he had to say about himself - Danny is the name, and I'm just a guy who simply loves to write and experiment with different types of poetry. The world is my inspiration. :] Today I have two different poems from my friend and I hope you like them as much as I do.Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-39715623322265485752011-05-13T18:30:00.003-04:002011-05-14T06:51:38.074-04:00Flower Child [Poem]Little girl sits high in a tree
away from the worlds miseries
singing a song warmer then the sun
she's at peace now
she's finally won.
For months now
she suffered oh too well
missed her friends
and ran out of feelings to feel
not much to do in a hospital room
but stand by the window and watch
the others play wishing it was you.
She doesn't have to wish
or even dream, it's springtime
and she'sNikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-26424815091165709272011-05-13T10:00:00.001-04:002011-05-13T14:00:25.629-04:00Chuck Norris JokesThese are some jokes me and a friend mad up about Chuck Norris :] so if you like let me know. This are all made up!!! -Nik L. B.
It's not rape if you yell Chuck Norris
Chuck Norris made Cris Angel disappear
Chuck Norris is the reason donuts have holes
How do we know when the world is gonna end?
Ask Chuck Norris
Chuck Norris wasn't born he just climbed out.
Jesus walked on water.Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-68263794142831986562011-05-12T16:30:00.000-04:002011-05-14T06:53:21.747-04:00The Ex Effect [Poem]You dumped me months ago
so explain why you still
leave me comments
or text me randomly?
When you became my ex
guess what honey, I became
yours too. I don't know
how else to explain it but
to just be simple and blunt.
Sometimes I wonder why
ex boyfriends can't become
nonexistent boyfriends and just
go to Pluto and freeze...
but that's just a suggestion.
I only think it's fair
after you pumped Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-59056764534504650802011-05-12T12:00:00.001-04:002011-05-14T06:51:59.344-04:00Tell Me Lies [Monologue] I never thought I’d be here, watching this all fall apart. What happened? Can you honestly tell me how this all happened? I really thought things were fine, but I guess you proved me wrong right? We laughed and hugged. Talked about our dreams, goals, hopes, anything that came to mind. But now I have to question that, question you. Who are you really? Can we just take off these masks and just be Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017474943988478970.post-41609118315610086152011-05-11T17:00:00.001-04:002011-05-11T17:00:00.230-04:00Another Romance [Poem]Kisses feel like rocks pressed
against my face leaving
imprints, to let you
know you've had me.
My title as woman has
been broken down to
property parts sold
on your lawn along
with the rest of the yard
sale.
What am I to you?
What am I to myself?
Too many irregular
thoughts run to
obtain the spaces
in my head. For once
I wish sleep could
take over these heavy
eyelids and drown me
in a Nikhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01470127059083957657noreply@blogger.com0